A journey within is never easy.

Pretty girls and boys.

2012-01-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

Always enjoy the company of usual.
Everybody was so pretty last night with red lipstick.
Including the guys....

It's the 7th day of cny.
Happy birthday everyone!

Annual General Meeting.

2012-01-28T01:16:00.001+08:00

Attended NP lifeguard corps annual general meeting and I'm glad that I didn't miss it this time round. All the memories that we had shared with everyone over the past one year was totally awesome!

Will definitely miss those friends that are going to graduate in about a month time? It's going to be different without them around but i hope it will be still be as awesome as last time with new members coming in next semester!
Gonna miss the crazy times spent with them. People like nathaniel, huiyin, natalie, MJ, mel, dom, dennis.....

CNY in malaysia.

2012-01-24T23:56:00.001+08:00

Total awesomeness.

If only we can put firecrackers and fireworks in singapore too...

Why other countries have longer holiday for cny but sg only have 2days?

Like a stingy only loh. Still need to go visiting after school tmr.
Worse of all, sch ends at 5pm tmr. Major turnoff.

Some photos from CNY.

2012-01-23T22:34:00.002+08:00

I had a real awesome day spent with my relatives.
Jokes, disturbing each other, karaoke, nom nonstop on snacks and more.

It's so cute when kids are learning to speak. Especially when we teach them how to speak profanity without them even knowing the meaning to it. So adorable!!!!!!!!!! (^^)~~
It's nice when there's a lot of little kids in the family. Time just pass real quick without even realising it.

Getting ready for tomorrow~~

2012-01-22T18:24:00.000+08:00

Love the new net bed!!!

Super awesome for reading and afternoon nap ~(^^)~

Some stuffs i got for cny.
I still can't decide what to wear for the next two days.
I don't feel like wearing new clothes.
Reunion dinners and cny dinners. The only time in the year when we can eat all we want like a pig for days. onomnomnomnom, rub tummy*

Preparing.

2012-01-21T13:05:00.001+08:00

Guess everyone is preparing for chinese new year, some might be spending it overseas. When we were all young, all of us were so excited from cny. New clothes, lots of junk food, lots of yummy dishes during reunion dinner. But as we grow older, it don't really feel as exciting as before.....
Though I had alrdy done my new year shopping but it doesn't seems enough. No matter how much clothes girls buy, it never seems enough. Will shopping mall be open on cny eve? Me want go shopping again!

I was watching this documentary on television this morning, Last letters home: Voices of american troops from the battlefields of iraq. I'm glad that none of my family members are send to war after seeing those soldiers' family members breaking down while reading the letters. Why can't they do something more meaningful than having war instead? Why can't things be settle with a peaceful agreement between both parties? Why can't both compromise?
However it's just not that simple....

Back to average boring life.

2012-01-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

Ever since school started, it's back to old boring life for me

Can't wait for cny. Visiting, red packets and yummy food.

Fireworks, fire crackers and driving in malaysia for second day

Got our tragus and conch pierced with bestf and zy after lunch for the fun of it.

Maybe if one day if the three of us head to town together, we might go back home with a tattoo on our back or something. Some random stuffs girls do together for the fun of it.

Means no swimming for a week. Oh great.

Daryl is so going to kill me....

So many stuffs to do this term. So much to study in such little time.
Final exams all in 3 to 4 weeks time. Driving test in a month.
I want to ace all of it. I don't want my awesome results for CTs go to waste.
I want a better GPA. I want my driving licence,
I don't want to wait for another 3mths. Stupid ssdc.

First week.

2012-01-07T11:39:00.001+08:00

School was okay. Grades for common tests were awesome.
However everything seems like in a rush for term2. It's happening all too fast.
Physical fitness level drop negative 10000000.

Body clock somehow still in holiday mode.
Feels like crap on days that class starts at 8am.

New year resolution for 2012?
Be more decisive, happy, awesome grades, lose some body fats, swim faster,
and...... change to a better person/friend?

2012.

2012-01-01T05:21:00.000+08:00

Celebrated new year with usuals though
without some of the people but it was really fun!
It's 5am in the morning and we're still drinking.

Timbre.

2011-12-29T05:16:00.000+08:00

Had a nice evening at timbre with my girls.
Yummy pizzassssssssss (:

Time of the month is such a pain in the ass.

I love holidayyyy.
Holiday = breakfast with dad!!! wakakakakakaak.

2011

2011-12-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

2011.
All of us changed. Some became prettier, some became slimmer/ fatter, some became stronger, some changed for the better while some changed for the worse. Gain some new friends and lose some too. Overall, 2011 isn't that bad after all although I had a crappy 18th birthday.

It's great that girlfriends and I are still in contact though we are all busy with our own stuffs but we will still try to squeeze out some time to do some catching up. 6 years and still counting.

There are still my usuals. Let's just say that they are the most unexpected friends. I don't remember even saying hi to them in secondary school but somehow we became really good friends after graduating from secondary school. People like ziying, churen, pernhong, sherman and zech. I remember having steamboat/ bbq once every week at starting of the year. No wonder i gained so much weight this year. Opps. Time spent with them were always as great as ever.

Friends. People like chenghwee, clara, jasmine, angeline, jack, joanne and many more. They are always there to make me laugh like no tomorrow when the day is like crap. Example chenghwee is always there whenever I need her. Always replying the very next second after I text her.

And there's school and cca. In the first year all over again. It's not really a great feeling seeing all your other friends going to graduate a year earlier when we all entered school at the same time. But I think I did a right choice changing course, life is better and less tiring. I miss my old class but new classmates ain't that bad too. After changing course there's more time for me, making it possible to go for cca more regularly. I made some really good friends in the club, making school more interesting for me.

Family. This year I became closer with my family like never before. It also made me realised that no matter what family will always be by you. A new family member was added to the family this august too. It made the house more lively but sometime it's kinda irritating too cause he's gaining all the attention from everyone.

Lastly, there's my bestf. She always there during all my ups and downs in life. I can't imagine what will happen if she's gone... All the sleepovers, shopping, gossiping, jokes, eating, movies and etc. Without even saying a single word, we always know what each other are thinking about. Omg telepathy. wakakakak lurblurb!!!

Hope 2012 will be even better than 2011.
(:

True?

2011-12-27T19:03:00.001+08:00

Christmas!

2011-12-25T18:15:00.001+08:00

Clubbing with the usual last night.
Breakfast with dad and bestf afterwards.
Somehow.... I wish it was just sitting around together,
eating turkey/ log cake and exchanging presents.
Maybe next year then. But it was a nice christmas for me this year (:

Last week of holiday. Hope it going to be as great as this week.
Looking forward to 2012!

First impression.

2011-12-24T17:46:00.002+08:00

I always tell myself and friends that appearance isn't everything.

Inner beauty is the most important. It doesn't matter if you are fat or ugly

But... I know that isn't true at all.

First impression is always based on your appearance.

Your face, your body, your legs.

Unless you are good looking, you don't really matter as much.

Sometimes,

I hate the society.

That's why staying at home is so much better.

Lovelovelove holidays.

2011-12-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

I love holiday.

No projects, no assignments, no waking up early, no training.

Just staying home spending time with family,

meeting up with friends, steamboat, crapping, having fun and just relaxing.

I really don't feel like going china during my sem break.
I just realised how nice it is to stay in sg during holiday.
Oh well.... I think I will enjoy my 5 weeks in china (:

Happy 18 to best and 19 to sherman.

2011-12-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

A simple celebration for sherman's 19th birthday at pub last night.

& A quick mini surprise for bestf today.

I enjoy spending quality time with them.
Chit chatting, disturbing and some catching up...

She is awesome.

2011-12-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

I like her.
She's amazing.

Going to snuggle up in bed for 2 weeks.

2011-12-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

Term break till next year! Somehow it sounds like a long break
cause it's until next year but it's actually 2 weeks long only.

Finally a time to snuggle up and get all comfy in my own comfort zone,

read whole day and turn into a happy jelly bear. Heheehehehehhe/

On thursday evening, there was totally no train service for 5 hours. I went to town that day but luckily I went home early. If not I will be like super cranky and I don't want to be like one of the commuter who walked all the way from bishan to amk just to get home. It's never perfect, machine breaks down too. It got fixed but it happened again today morning. Luckily I'm a loyal supporter of buses so it doesn't really affect me. But are the trains going to break down more often?

Maybe SMRT getting it's karma for increasing all buses, mrt and cab fare.
& refusing to make poly students fare cheaper. LOL!

It's raining right now.
The weather is nice and my bed is calling for me to take a afternoon nap....

Replenishing my energy.

2011-12-14T03:05:00.006+08:00

After two nights of crazy mugging without any sleep, my energy level left like 5%? At least I'm glad that I stayed up both night to study. Definitely the right choice. hehehhee ^^V Luckily my papers are not three day straight. If not I don't know how I'm going to survive tonight.

I don't like empty walls.

My only time to sleep right now. I want to sleep till late afternoon. Teeheeheeee.
But I'm way too exhausted till I couldn't sleep at all. How great...
Another sleepless night tomorrow and that's it.
Last paper and I'm done.

Wakakakakakakaka.

Bad idea to keep snoozing the alarm.

2011-12-12T04:38:00.006+08:00

Time check, 4:33am. Okay. So I took a "short" 3hrs nap.
Refused to wake up and study
so I kept snoozing the alarm. Since 3:30 till now?

Best way to wake up? A freaking nightmare.
Wtf. Totally scare the crap out of me. So......
I'm wide awake right now

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Cannot. Will not. Must not.

2011-12-11T23:53:00.008+08:00

Take a nap.

I will definitely want to punch myself in the face or
bang myself against the wall when i wake up.
When I wake up, confirm is time to head to sch alrdy.

Waaaaaaa. Envy*

I think i'm using blogging as an excuse for break time.

Computer is making my brain lazy to work. Oh well....
Maybe 10years later I will read all of this and laugh at myself.

Hahhahahahahahahahaa.....

I'm sleepy already and it's only 12am.
It seems like I can hardly stay up late anymore..

Break Time.

2011-12-11T00:22:00.003+08:00

This is how crappy my table actually looks like right now.

Shall end the post with a pretty photo of me. LOL

Okay back to studying. Must. Ace. All. Papers.
-Pout.

Reading is good.

2011-12-10T18:28:00.002+08:00

I want to spend my whole weekend snuggle up in bed comfortably and read all the novels that I borrowed. However I got more important stuffs waiting for me to read.

December.
The month of spending non-stop.
Luckily it's cny next month, so I won't feel guilty spending so much.
Hehehehehehehhehe.

Need a break. From all the studying.
T.T

Tumblr.

2011-12-09T02:44:00.003+08:00

Bad idea to touch the comp while studying

b'cause I will end up wasting time and doing something else.

Almost halfway through marine safety.
There's like 6 chapters to study, which is like about 120 ppt slides? Just great.
As for maths, there are questions that are 10times harder than what we actually did for tutorial or quiz. It's like a '*****' question instead of just one '*'

Time check, 3:01am
Take a nap and prepare for 8am lesson later.
Mug for 3 more days and that's it.

Rest. Enjoy. Relax.
Two weeks.

Sudden thoughts.

2011-12-08T00:35:00.006+08:00

Am I like always that brown? LOL

It's kinda sad seeing my friends from JC posting their photos from prom night.
They are like graduating already and I have yet to complete year1 in poly.
It's also kinda sad that I can't join angeline, clara, jasmine, jack, nick and my other year2 friends for graduation ceremony.
And wearing the academic dress with them....
It's like we enter the school together but .....

At least school work and stuffs are much easier to cope now (:
& I don't feel lost and miserable after doing something different.

Rant part 2. LOL!!!!

2011-12-07T19:47:00.003+08:00

Don't know what's wrong with SSDC. They don't allow me to log in and book my test. I think they hate private students. Oh well........

Things that I dont really like:

Chocolate

And cakes. Pankcakes exception yo. YUMYUMYUM.

Once in a few months is okay, but I still don't really like them.

So much to memorise for common test~
But even more to memorise when preparing for final exams next term.
It's so sad. Sobsobsob.

Rant.

2011-12-06T11:45:00.005+08:00

The time I take to travel to school is
longer than the time I spent in school. Don't like.

Taxi fare gonna increase starting next monday. Don't like.

Just reached home from an hour lecture.
Going back school again for an hour lecture. Lame.

Some of the friends that I text with....

2011-12-05T19:22:00.008+08:00

-bff.
We always have never ending craps and gossip to talk about. It's like we text about basically everything you can think of. Sometime somethings are easier to be said out via text. *secrets secrets, winkwink*

-chenghwee.
Somehow she's always there whenever I needed advise and stuffs. Don't know how but she always manage to reply me the very next minute. Like magic yo.

-Jon.
We are forever insulting each other but it's fun calling him retarded monkey everytime. It's like kinda hard for us to text/talk without criticizing or insulting each other for once.

I find it nice studying for the up coming tests
with a bowl of soggy cereal with cold milk. onomnomnomnom.

Short break from studying.

2011-12-01T21:57:00.005+08:00

Novel, a cup of iced milo, right lighting and yes93.3 playing in the background.

Hello december. Last month of 2011.

Waiting patiently for my two weeks break. I'm starting to miss my girlfriends already. Omg at the above's photo. It's like.... 5years going 6 already? So young nehzxzxz. Maybe I should compare next year's cny group photo with that and see how much we have changed.

Gastric.

2011-11-29T18:12:00.003+08:00

Not fun at all. 24hrs of sleeping, being in pain and totally no appetite.
It seems like it always happen on monday -.-

Why people like you even exist? I think you can go enroll in acting school yo.

My familyyyyyy

2011-11-26T23:29:00.002+08:00

Having a great family means a lot to me.

Burnt out.

2011-11-26T00:29:00.007+08:00

Try spotting me yo.

After this week's land training, it must be a sign for me to run more often instead of running once every 6months? My running speed is so ridiculously slow that my friends can actually walk faster than me jogging. Oh well..... Time to run more so that I won't be like 200m behind everyone again for campus run during land training, if there's any, in the near future.... Maybe I shouldn't swim so much before running next time. Okay, now I'm blaming on swimming. zzzzz LOL

I realized that as I grow older with each passing day, I tend to think about my parents more before making any decisions. I promised mom and dad in 10years time I want to get a bigger apartment for them to stay in, bring them for a holiday and more. So maybe that will be my current goal to work towards to and pushes me to study harder for good results.

I don't regret changing course even though I'm not very close to my current classmates as compared to my previous class. Things I'm learning now are much more interesting and easier, must be because there's no more grading base on drawings and creativity. Teehee. Although some modules are really dry that I totally feel like dying in class during lectures.

I got selected for the overseas immersion programme. All of the sudden I don't feel like going already. 5 long weeks in china yo. It's like spending my whole semester break over there studying, okay maybe with lots of eating and shopping. But no swimming? Oh god...

Waaaa. What a long post.
& its the end of my e-learning week.
Back to waking up early everyday next week T.T

Needs to ......

2011-11-23T03:20:00.010+08:00

1) Complete all e-learning assignments by friday expect marine safety's case studies. 3 down, 5 more to go! They are like monsters waiting to be defeated by me.
2) Train harder in order to swim fasterrrrrrr. Streamline, pulling, kicking.
3) Start studying for Common test. Lots of memorising to do yo.
4) Eat lesser *nomnomnomnomnom*

Forgive but don't forget.
I already forgave you once for whatever you did and let it go on account of her.
However, it's not going to happen again. No. Freaking. Way.
Use your brain. You need to connect your brain and mouth together.
Think and speak. Stop being so fake and be real.

Bestf

2011-11-20T15:27:00.006+08:00

It's nice having a friend that you can call as a part of your family. Knowing your deepest and darkest secrets, no such thing as awkward silent, doing embarrassing stuffs together and many more. It is just like being with your very own family members. He/She understands you very well like your very own family too. Even with just a slight eye contact with each other, you will instantly know what he/she is thinking about. & I have found that very friend a long time ago. Hehehehehehehhe.

Sometimes it's nice having siblings who is around the same age as me and not one who is 21years older than me and can literally be my dad?

Flashback

2011-11-14T21:15:00.003+08:00

Catch 那些年，我們一起追的女孩 (You Are the Apple of My Eye) with two of my girlfs. Watching this film is like taking a glimpse at those nostalgic times in secondary school. I don't really like the ending as I excepted it to be a happy ending like most movie but it's like one of the best taiwan's movie I've watched. It's kinda vulgar but in a funny way. It made me feels like school life in taiwan seems more fun and somehow made me miss my secondary school life too.

Anyway, I think 微博 (Weibo) is kinda cool.It's like a chinese version of twitter? Reading taiwan and hk celebs tweets seems more interesting than those american celebs.

Happy Birthday mom!

2011-11-06T22:32:00.012+08:00

Happy 57th birthday to mom! Wish that she can stay healthy till old age with dad! Actually mom doesn't really wanna celebrate her birthday cause it's not a really good year for her and she doesn't want to bring the bad luck over to the next year? But the family still insist on celebrating with her so we going to have belated dinner outside tmr instead and home cooked meal for today.

Yesterday I had potluck with some of the usuals. It's was fun cooking and catching up with the guys. I went home early b'cause I need to wake up early next morning so didn't manage to stay late enough to celebrate zech's birthday.

I went to malaysia early in the morning like around 7am to have dim sum? Oh my gosh, mad early. Stuffs in malaysia are mega cheap, like half the price in sg?

It's going to be a great semester.

2011-11-02T01:52:00.002+08:00

Things in school seems to get better and better as each day passes and I kinda enjoy going to school except for tuesday b'cause of my extremely long 5hrs break. Other than that, school is awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee. The weather has been really crazy, that's why I don't really like the last 3 months of the years. It's monsoon season yo. It's pouring heavily everyday that school is flooding till ankle level. Time to buy rubber boots!

Catching up with friends is always the best (:

2011-10-26T15:36:00.003+08:00

Attended this mini concert by NP's concert band yesterday with huiyin, sihui and double nat. I can't really say that they are very good neither are they very bad, but it's like average? Considering that they only practiced one month for this mini concert. Steamboat with my usual afterwards. I spent the night at pernhong's with some while some other went home. Imagine 5 people squeezing together in two mattress, like a pack yo. So I definitely didn't had a good sleep last night.

The weather these few days or since last week has been really unpredictable. It can be really sunny right now but the next minute it pouring madly for 15mins then drizzle for 5mins and start pouring again. However, it's definitely the best weather to snuggle up in bed for the whole day. I'm glad it's a public holiday today (:

Anyway, I seriously hate people keep pestering me about something. Seriously can you shut it for a minute?

Great day to start week2.

2011-10-24T23:51:00.003+08:00

Let's say it's a great kick off for the week. Awesome sunday spent with bestf before the start of this week. There's no monday blues. & Public holiday on wednesday, totally awesome! Few days back mom was digging the store and clearing some of the photo albums and I came across my childhood photos! I look kinda hideous when I was a baby, I wonder how come I can grow so much hair in less than a month.

Ever since school started, I've been sleeping real early. It's a good thing right?

Awesome sat after a week of school.

2011-10-23T17:17:00.005+08:00

Watched the movie [One Day] , dinner and one huge tub of ice cream with a bunch of good friends from lifesaving (:

Week 1 of school.

2011-10-20T21:12:00.006+08:00

Let's say the first week of school isn't that bad after all. Excluding the 8am classes and reallyreally long break on monday, tuesday and thursday. Hope it gonna be a good semester for me. & I'm still wondering should I go for the china overseas trip for 5weeks :/

Anyway I think some of the year1 modules in product design is kinda lame. Like step one design when it's exactly the same as other common engineering modules. It's they just changed the module title to make it sounds like a design module. Oh well, at least it gives me a second chance to score better since I studied it before. I kinda prefer what i'm learning right now in marine. yay to more maths! ^^v

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Hanging out.

2011-10-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

A day of fun and non-stop eating with lifeguard peeps (:

But nothing beats hanging out with your own bestf. Endless crapping and laughing together.

First time ever at kusu island!

2011-10-11T04:02:00.006+08:00

Awesome weekend!!!

On saturday, I was on kusu island the whole day. So it's was pretty slack for me as there's nothing much to do hanging out the at tower beside crapping with the guys and looking at bikini babes. 95% of the people going to kusu island were all elderly so there isn't much to check out on. Bbq was awesome and tiring. As there were zero light sources at night, some of us were busy holding the torch light for those bbq-ing the foods. Let just say the night was horrible due the heavy storms in the middle of the night. Everyone were cramping at the jetty and poor me with no sleeping bag was freezing to death, replacing the sleeping bag with garage bag. Zzzzzzzzz
Second day was duty on main island jetty. As I didn't slept for two nights already, I was basically knocked out during duty. I just fell asleep whether i get to sit down and my eyelids were like 10kg each, thanks to time of the month. So I was sleeping openly while on duty -.-

After everything ended, most of us went for dinner at marina square. It's the first time I was so poorly dress to town. Basically I was wearing what I will wear to the market or coffeshop for meals. Once I reached home after dinner, bathed and went to bed right away. I got a new record, I slept for 20hours. Woah :O

I got this really ridiculous sun burn on my face. Thanks so my fringe, a part of my face wasn't burnt but now my face looks weird with one part wasn't being as tan as the other 3/4 of the face.

Anyway, i'm gonna meet bestf later on!!! ^^

Oh well....

2011-10-05T23:40:00.003+08:00

For the very first time I feel so demoralised. I don't think I can do it but I don't wanna give up yet. It's kinda depressing always being the last to reach.

I sketch this for my olevel's art. I think it's one of the few sketches that I really liked (:

Anyway I miss my long hairrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ): *pointing to first photo*

Cant wait for oct to come.

2011-09-30T04:07:00.002+08:00

Aiming for the impossible. LOL!

September been really good to me. I had lots of fun this month but things ain't going so well for mom and dad. I hope October will be kind to them (: Holidays ending in 3weeks time. That's really fast but oh well... At least my schedule for the next 3 weeks gonna be real awesome almost every single day. WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

New season of america next top model is finally out! But I hate waiting so I gonna watch it after the every single episode is out yo. Anyway hell's kitchen is another worth wasting my time watching. Hehehehehe. Why can't singapore have more awesome variety shows like in US and taiwan?

My kuku cousin, L, just flew all the way to australia on wed for his attachment or something. Oh darn, no one for me to bully during meal time until next year ): Talking about him, it's been a long time since I saw his twin bro yo. Two very evil twin cousins. Sometime I just wonder why they even exist. LOL.

Best tuesday so far.

2011-09-28T16:30:00.002+08:00

Awesome tuesday with the lifeguard peeps (:

Sent nat and dom off. Lepaklepak. Movie at night. Home. Awesome day!!!

Baby got hospitalised and it's ain't cheap. Thanks to the culprit for spreading his virus to everyone in the family. Nothing good ever happens when he's around.

Growing up.

2011-09-25T04:35:00.004+08:00

So true.

Trying to be more understanding towards mom and trying really hard not to be that childish anymore. I having been spending time with family like million times more compared to last time. Last time i only get to see mom and dad like once or twice a week as I always reach home an hours or two before the sun is up. Now i'm always home having dinner with them everyday except days with training. Life now sure is good.
Baby nephew's full month celebration later in the evening. He's getting bigger in size every single day and cuter looking too! I going to try my best to be a great aunt and stop throwing tantrums.

Do you get to a point where friends aren't friends anymore? They just automatically become a part of your family (:

Another great week (:

2011-09-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

Best poly & cca mates ever (:

Another awesome week for me (:
I think my fat nephew is jinx yo. He spread his virus to me AGAIN after i just recover like not long ago. I was like super ill this time round but after he get his butt back to malaysia, i stop coughing. LOL!!!!!

It's monday tomorrow. Hope it gonna be another awesome week for me again! *big wide smile*

Endurance.

2011-09-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

Slashdown at NUS with some of the lifeguard peeps yesterday. Managed to complete the 100laps within 3hours, mission accomplished! Lunch with huiyin, andy, beng, dom and zhehuan afterwards. We spent like an hour plus crapping non stop. It was a great saturday for me (:

It's impossible to be angry with mom for long. But oh well...... I don't care if i'm jealous of the baby or whatever, I'm just not happy with him. Freak. I wanna move back to my old house, i'm starting to hate staying here already. I think I gonna start stocking up food and water in my room for survive cause i'm not leaving my room unless there's a need to.
Okay, joke. LOL! I'm gonna read my novel, at least reading makes me feel better...

Great family & friends (:

2011-09-09T16:05:00.004+08:00

Korean bbq with 3 of my girlfs yesterday (:

I told mom I want to drink chicken herbal soup last night during dinner and she really cooked the soup today. Mom always the best though she's a pain in the ass sometimes.
Anyway, I'm not happy with my baby nephew. He's making mom getting not enough of sleep. Taking care of him throughout the whole night and still need to do house chores and cook for the family during the day.

Baby alden.

2011-09-04T23:57:00.006+08:00

Alden is getting all the attention at home. Once he starts crying, he wins. Oh well... He's just a baby anyway. I kinda like the feeling of seeing mom being home everyday (:

The week has ended and training gonna start, every mon, wed and fri. I feel uneasy staying home and being jobless. It made me felt handicap :O

Luckily there's something call books and swimming to keep me company for the whole holiday (:
When was the last time I met up with bestf? :l

Awesome week.

2011-09-02T12:51:00.004+08:00

Had a 4D3N bonding camp with the lifeguards. As usual, it was awesome. This time round, there's no loft but it felt like a real camp. Sleeping in the classroom and bathing in the toilet with pails. Games, hiking, buffet, heart to heart talk, crapping in the middle of the night, movies, smashing people with toothpaste, supper and so much more.

Oh yes. A new member was added to my family on monday. It's a baby boy! So I upgrade to being an aunt. omg, sounds old. The baby is getting all the attention at home ):

20 years ago.

2011-08-28T05:55:00.004+08:00

Were flipping through mom and dad's wedding photos. Mom's hair like .... *speechless* LOL

Sisterinlaw due in 1 day time!!!!

Current favourite!

2011-08-24T18:26:00.002+08:00

My current favourite top!!! STRIPESSSSSSSSSSS!

I love making stupid sound effects and annoy my family members. Ji fun de loh.
Okay finally done with my last paper! I want hide in my cave and hibernate already~

CIAOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Photos and memories.

2011-08-20T04:23:00.006+08:00

Found photos of mom when she's younger!!!

Few days back I was flipping through some old photos and listening about mom's life in the younger days with sis-in-law. I sure miss grandma a lot. Although she's always blabbering nonstop and I'm always ignoring her whenever I visit her when she's still around. If I were given the chance to listen to her blabbering for three long hours now, I dont mind a single bit. Oh well... What's gone is gone. It been like two years since she was gone. Time sure passes really quick. I think that was my most upset moment ever. Luckily there was someone to lend me her shoulders to cry on for all i want. Thanks orange. (':

Okay back to now. I had my test for programming on monday. It was horrible, totally screwed it. If I'm lucky enough, D for programming. Oh well....... Means I have to study really well for eltech till I know everything inside out but i'm already in the holiday mood and my body clock seems to change already. I wonder how I'm going to wake up for next wednesday morning paper :l

Gonna disconnect, abandon my phone and hibernate at home. & Sisterinlaw in due in 9 days time! Hohohoho! Okay, ciaos.

2011-08-12T04:33:00.006+08:00

I have finally completed all my programming assignment that I need to hand in later on. If I completed it earlier, I wouldn't have to go to school later. Oh well.... Seems like that bad habit of mine hasn't stop. Procrastination. I still have 5 tutorials to complete by monday. Oh mannnnnn.

My mood is really unpredictable. I can be really sweet to mom today, but tomorrow I can be really nasty to her for no reason. But I won't treat dad this way, how weird. Even though she's treating me real good now, always giving in to me. But still, I think I don't forgive and forget easily no matter who you are....

After working for almost two years non-stop, i'm finally gonna stop and rest. I wanna be a potato coach for the next two months. Okay just kidding, I'm gonna find a new job soon after resting for a month or so before my fund starting running low~~~

Final exams in a week time. Ciaos.

Be contend and stop complaining.

2011-08-10T03:48:00.007+08:00

The world is changing so fast, so realistic and competitive that it seems extremely scary. Everybody want the best of everything. Oh well... I too old for catching, blind mice and hide&seek. Time to grow up. Life sure is so much simpler when we are younger....

People don't look at your personality first. People judge you automatically by your looks and then try to get to know your personality. But the second they don't like your looks, they don't get to know you. That's how reality is. Time to face the cruel world.

A good friend of mine.

2011-08-09T04:32:00.004+08:00

Liyee came over my house around midnight just now. It's great to know that we still had loads to talk about even though we are both busy with our own things and hardly contact each other. We known each other since primary 3, so it's like 9years already? We used to quarrel a lot about this very lame issue. Me being with "personA" too much and neglected her or she being with "personA" too much and neglected me. It's just so funny thinking about it now. No matter how long we never contact each other, our friendship never seems to fade away and disappear like other friends who just come and go.

Anyway, I would like to thank my cousin, L . Even though he's always teasing me and being a pain in the ass but still....... Luckily he's able to solve my problem for programming if not I really don't know what I will do. HEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHE. *Insert many hearts*

2011-08-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hard work will eventually pay off. If I go training regularly last time I would have already gotten my lifeguard cert. Oh well.....

Life's good. Enjoying life right now, not as stress as last time when i'm in product design. Holidays coming soon, I'm wanna stay at home and be a potato couch for two months. Though mom is STILL a bitch time to time but she's still my mom. I'm glad that I have such an awesome family that i don't mind spending every single day with them. As I grow older, I realise how important family is and how much time i actually still have with them.

No point being nice to people who don't appreciate it. Some people just don't worth our time. The things they said to hurt people just because they doesn't have that happiness they see in others and wanting to pull them down. The things they do to hurt others without thinking with their god damn brain. They just leave you speechless every single time.

2011-07-26T23:08:00.006+08:00

"No on can take happiness away from you, they only can put obstacles in your path. How you overcome those obstacles determines how happy your life will be."

Life has been so far so good. But mom still a major bitch every now and then. Assignments starting to pile up again. Oh well....

Gastric definitely not a good thing.

2011-07-19T07:40:00.000+08:00

Had gastric for the very first time yesterday. Initially I thought it was food poisoning. LOL It's was totally the worse experience ever, spent the whole day sleeping, medication and body aching like crazy. I need to stop skipping meals and eat on time yo. After not eating for a day, I'm like extremely hungry right now. Luckily I have the most awesome dad on earth! ^^

2011-07-13T23:27:00.006+08:00

You know how annoying it is when people don't believe what you say. He/She doesn't trust what you said to them at all and turn a deaf ear to it. Maybe it just shows that he/she doesn't have that trust in you. What is a relationship/ friendship without trust.
It's so complicated.

It totally sucks being poor. You saw clothes that you like a lot but doesn't have the money to buy. Seems like i'm going to be tight on cash again. Oh well.... That's what happens when you try to be independent and stop taking cash from mom and dad while you are still studying :O

Happy 18 Felicia Zephry Lee !

2011-07-09T23:55:00.003+08:00

No matter what, girlfriends are always the best (:

Wow. I look tan, like tan tan. HAHAHAH!

I'm starting to miss holiday already.

So different.

2011-07-02T23:17:00.005+08:00

Though I still meet up with my mini poly clique for every lunch break now and then but it still kinda hard for a person like to me survive through classes without talking, when I'm like always the noisiest person in class last year.

Expect the unexpected.

2011-06-27T23:43:00.006+08:00

Seriously, always expect the unexpected. I thought I will do well for my programming test. But no, I was wrong. Even though I saved every 5mins, but guess what. The god damn computer saved it to the wrong folder which caused me to fail the damn test when the prog was perfectly done. Seems like I fail electricity tech too. How great. The only two modules for 1.1 and I can even fail it, I must really be that stupid then. Yay me please.

Is it even worth wasting one year when i can't even accomplish the slightest thing. How pathetic. It totally sucks to be me. HAAHAHHAHA.

2011-06-21T22:54:00.003+08:00

If you think that swimming complex's water is dirty, you haven't tasted sea water yet. It's so salty that my throat hurts when swallowed the water and with your goggles on, you still can't see anything :O The experience of swimming in open water is great but I don't think I would want to do it again.

Holiday just makes me even lazier than before but life is great right now.

Not everyone is as lucky as us.

2011-06-18T05:48:00.003+08:00

If you can't be content with whatever you have right now, you totally deserves to die.
Seriously man.

Heading to Sentosa for a swim event in about a few hours time. But, it seems like it's going to pour soon. Oh well.... Hopes it doesn't rain till noon. Will be celebrating daddy's day during the night, in addition it's at my favourite restaurant. Hohoho

Time check, 6am. 2 hours of nap for me before preparing my stuffs for the day.
It is going to be a great day for me today! B)

Have you ever .....

2011-06-10T03:26:00.004+08:00

Have you ever wonder what if you made a different decision? What if you chosen choice B instead of choice A and how will your life turns out to be as compared to now? Reality is so much different from what you read in novels. Some of us are trying very hard to make things perfect somewhat like in fairy tales. With the perfect house, perfect car, perfect family, perfect friends and perfect princess/prince. Maybe we just need to look at things at a different angle......

Good luck to me in being able to wake up in time for my programming test later :/

Tumblr.

2011-06-09T23:16:00.004+08:00

Although i have something on every single day yet i have like totally nothing to do, beside sleeping, eating, surfing the net, working, swimming and more swimming. I have been dragging myself to work since last month, the urge to quit is growing stronger too. Life kinda suck very much this year, nothing been going my way. However, i'm not as stress and busy as before. In addition, losing contact to the outside world too.

After tomorrow's last paper, it's holiday for two weeks before school reopens again. Oh well.....
Better enjoy myself while I still can.

Seriously.

2011-06-05T00:31:00.003+08:00

You can have many friends but only a few care and bother about you. The rest is like ......
Seriously? Forget it man. I will never forget this very day. That's how turning 18 on your birthday feels like.

Bestfriend is being called best friend for a reason. B'cause they are the only one, beside your family members who treats you the best.

Up and down.

2011-06-02T23:21:00.002+08:00

Mom didn't went down to her shop today and stayed home to cook for me. B'cause for the past few days the family had been having dinner outside which pisses me off. So yesterday I ignore both mom and dad the whole night. They even went to school to fetch me and waited for me like an hour cause i'm angry with them. However, i'm not in school. I was swimming in clementi complex instead. LOL!!!!!

Life in school seems better now. I hope it gets even better as time passes (:
Today mom asked me for the first time whether i wanna had mac for lunch or not. B'ecause she wanted the cup. I'm gonna had mac for lunch again on 8june, cause new cup colour -.-

Anyway! I'm turning 18 soon! WOOOOOOO.

Friends are always the best.

2011-05-28T22:55:00.003+08:00

Celebrated advance birthday for me and daphne! As usual, it's steamboat at hilda's house. Hohohoho! Meeting up once in a while with friends are super awesome, no matter how long we didnt meet, we'll still have loads of stuffs to crap about. Anw, met up with the usual guys and slacked at pernhong's house last sunday. Awesomeness!

Common test is coming soon, right after next week. I don't think i will score well for it since i sucks at physics. Electricity is definitely a killer. Somehow I don't feel like continuing my japanese lessons anymore. It's tiring and seems like i'm not absorbing what i'm learning in class at all. But I already spent one year plus studying it alrdy, and if i give up right now it will be a total waste. Just three more classes and i get the diploma plus :/

Anyway! I caught my eyes on this bag from editor's market and mom decided to get it for my birthday! So, i'm going down on monday after school to get it! WOOOO! ^^

GSS YO!!!!!!!

2011-05-22T00:49:00.006+08:00

Had my usual shopping saturday with bff as how we usually spent last time. Topshop having sales yo! Love my new short, even though it cost me 76$. Actually, everywhere also having sales right now. Even the coffeeshop also having sales. LOLOLOLOL!!!!

Look alike hor, must be because of the braces and our big nose. Big nose good hor, mean we got good life, unlike some people. Not rich like to act rich. Like a yoyo yo.

We been in the same class since K2. HAHHAHAA!! Actually only K2, then seconday school we became classmates again. So qiao hor, like a fated to be together yo! Secondary school times are definitely the best, life was much easier and life don't revolve around evil people who try to mess up other's life. Karma will catch up to you. What goes around, comes around.

What a guy.

2011-05-09T20:51:00.005+08:00

Today i went to school for two hours of programming. My programming lecturer very ridiculous can. I asked him why my application kept having error, he doesn't wants to help me cause i'm using the track pad instead of a mouse. Just because he don't like using the track pad, he asked me to redo and walked away. He doesn't even care when i told him that i don't have a chair to sit as I'm the last to reach class and those chairs that are not being occupy are spoiled. What the hell.... Best sia, he can be best friend with that shit lecturer i had last sem when i was in Product design.

Time to study and redo my programming yo!

2011-05-08T22:47:00.003+08:00

General election is finally over. It's kinda sad that mr chiam see tong had lose to the PAP, and his wife lose to sitoh by 78votes. Nicole seah lose too and kate spade won. Wtf much?
Anw, I had a great weekend cause i spent both my saturday and sunday with my family. It's great to go swimming since these few days the weather has been really humid. Global warming? Hope it rains soon, summer in singapore totally sucks. Wait, it's summer whole year round in sg right? Hmmmmm.... :l

Maybe not that great?

2011-05-01T23:50:00.006+08:00

Second week of school has officially ended. I dont really look forward to school, everybody has alrdy made friends with their own classmates but it's definitely not the case for me. Till now i dont know their names yet and I totally dont talk with them at all. But the weird thing is, i'm taking auto cad with another class but i felt welcome by them when i attended the first class with them on friday as my timetable changed AGAIN. For the fifth time -.- So i think auto cad will be the only lesson that i look forward to.

Fake twin brothers. LOL

I just came back from lifesaving's FOC camp. The camp was a blast again, meeting the new members, school uniform theme for bbq , ghost stories with felyna and the guys on the last night (: It's definitely the time when i actually enjoy my time in school for the week excluding having lesson with the another class. After camp, I went to celebrate my cousin's son first birthday. They were having steamboat, but I was sleeping when they were all eating until it's time to cut cake. But after cutting cake, i went back to sleep on the sofa again -.-

Extra a week of holi.

2011-04-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

No school for me for another week. The director said i'm the old freshies, so no orientation for me. I missed the shipyard site visit yesterday because my advisor never reply my mail. Thanks ah -.- Next monday when i enter class, everybody will sure be like "who this girl, why last week never see her in orientation one?" Friendless me -.-

Good friday tomorrow! Went to little india with mom and dad in the afternoon and bought around 20crabs? But now left 19 crabs, cause when i reached home 1crab escaped. It crawled all the way to the drain -.- Actually when i reached home, all the crabs and snails like crawling round the kitchen and toilet. Mom and dad were quarreling over the crabs, dad kept scolding the sri lanka crabs and i cant stop laughing at them. HAHAHAHHAA!!!

WOOOOOOO. CRABS FOR TOMORROW!!!!! ^^
Anyway, i dreamt of a purple elephant last night. It came out from a game and eats people. Luckily i woke up before it eats me. LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!

It's my second year being a year 1.

2011-04-17T15:59:00.007+08:00

Good news!!! When i was about to give up hope, the school called me and told me my appeal to marine was successful! Means i'm no longer in product design anymore! WOOOOOOOOO!
NP really not efficient enough loh, my progress report not updated properly then now it went missing again, haven update my timetable. So am i suppose to help out for orientation tmr or go for orientation and join my class? :l I think something wrong with np why have orientation on first week of school, whole week somemore. SIAO. Last year also not that good loh. Wahphiang eh.

Finally a proper meet up with the awesome8 on wednesday. With all 8 of us present (: Miss the times when we were still in school, all fun and crazy. It's always best to have girlfriends. Not forgetting the usuals, but most of them seems to be working all the time and now school is reopening tomorrow alrdy :/

Hope i make new friends in MOT. Hope my class dont have those weird people ^^V

Great day but tiring.

2011-04-11T01:13:00.003+08:00

Xiexie sherman for the dinner!!! Don't know is gullible or stupid, he got tricked by me two times. Anw he's flying off to china for 40days plus? Takecare!!! remember panda!!!!

Anw, i went for my interview for appeal to marine offshore. Shall not pin high hopes for it, i'm just gonna wait for the letter to arrive and the results will be out :l
Been coughing nonstop for two days already, the cough is really killing me. It's like dry cough, i cough until my throat hurts a lot. Feel like horrible, nose block somemore. Waphiang eh.

2 years already.

2011-04-07T01:06:00.004+08:00

2years already, thats how fast time had passed. Syf is here again, northview went for it's judging on 6april. Even though it got bronze again, but it's a job well job people. Small but strong (: I really miss the times in band, even though i tried joining band in poly but it's so different. Somehow times in secondary school were somewhat better. After seeing new faces in band, i felt so old. All of them look so young and hyper.

Woke up early and prepared to head down to singapore conference hall. Someone overslept so i had to go alone -.- Katong girls band is really strong, i was totally stun by their performance. I went shopping afterwards, but it seems like nothing caught my eyes again. So i spent most of my money on makeups and nail polishes, kinda regret it.

10 more days till school reopen!!!!

Bad news?

2011-04-05T20:30:00.004+08:00

Finally a successful meet up with poly friends (: Had a real great time except for clara being an hour late AGAIN. Seoulgarden with bestf today! Feels like we're back in secondary school.

Timetable out already. Will be seeing mark 8hours a week, MDA by little flower and cadd2 by kaya. Ohno, means i'm rejected from marine? Oh great.... I'll definitely die in mark's hand. All the drawings to do!!!!!!!!!

A proper post after so long.

2011-03-26T05:21:00.004+08:00

Let's see what happen over the week. Hmmmm :/

Okay nothing much really happened over the week. Last monday, 14march, had a mini surprise for phang's birthday, caught big momma the movie afterwards and saturday steamboat with girlfriends.We all grew up so fast, we no longer had that innocent secondary one looking faces anymore. HAHAHHA! Everyone seems to grew prettier, except for phang she still look the same, maybe she be cave woman too long liao. I think i grew uglier, cause like become tanner and bigger due to swimming and too much good food around me -.- Sometimes, somethings just can't be replaced (:

HAAHAHA! I think i like showing baby photos like that, but just that we all much bigger and older looking compare to a baby. Had been meeting up quite a number of times with girlfs since last week. Anyway, I got results liaooooooooo. WOOOOOHOOOOOOO. Even though i pass mechanics but i think that's what pull me down for this whole sem. Because that's the only C i got. But at least i dont need to retake and C means good. HAHAHAHHA!! Zhi wo an wei.
Went down to school to submit my application for transferring of course for the coming semester, hope richard just read the letter and don't contact me. I scare i got nervous, screw up the whole thing and get rejected. Most of all, hope got vacancies. HEHHEEHHEE.

WOOOOHOOOOOO. Life like so relax for me nowadays, nua at home, swimming and work.
Omg best. But school gonna start soon, ruin my life only. HAHAHAH, just kidding. IS electives enrollment this tuesday, i still don't know what to choose! Photography? Animation? Psychology? History of rock and roll? French?

WOOOHOOO

2011-03-25T08:57:00.002+08:00

WOOOHOOOOO~~~ My average got pulled down by sems1 results ): x1000000000! Overall my results for this semester quite good except for mechanics, thats the only ugly thing on my results slip. Damn it -.-

2011-03-17T23:05:00.005+08:00

I had a great time with my girlfriends!!! (: Miss the old times when we all get together and crap together though some of us dont get along well with each other time to time.

Screw you bitch, how can you do that to chuck?!?!?!? What a mom.
Start continuing all my dramas since yesterday. One down and 8 more to go!

WOOOHOOOO!!!

2011-03-09T22:57:00.003+08:00

GREAT DAY!!! WOOOOHOOOO~

Went to the toy museum with joanne today. I was suppose to meet her at 11am but i overslept so i was like late for an hour plus, hehehehhe. Joanne got free entry into the museum because it was the month of her birthdayyyy. We had lunch at bugis junction and trained all the way to serangoon to eat again and 10mins later we went to had desert. So basically we spend the whole day eating and eating non-stop. HAHAHAHAHA! I had a great day with her, didnt get to meet up with her for quite awhile. It's great to have friends that you can talks for hours about everything. Bff is coming back tomorrow!!! WEEEEWOOOOO Miss her so muchiezxxzx!!!!!! ):

Anyway, i regret not scoring well for last semester hence getting a bad GPA for first semester. It will definitely affect my average GPA. 2 more weeks till the release of results! I still haven't start writing my letter of appeal. I'm accompanying amirul down to sch tomorrow, for his checkup and stuff. So happy that amirul got into the same sch as me!! HEHEHEHHE.

Just now i went to take a nap without removing my lens, so it got dried up and stick to my eyes. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz -.- Mom cooked soup today, i drank like 5bowls liao. OMGGGG .

2011-03-08T15:04:00.002+08:00

Went cycling with clara yesterday morning at pasir ris. Pasir ris so small can get lost also, total fail -.- Afterwards we went to ikea to had our late lunch. Bff flew to bkk last night. Mom very funny, she said ticket very cheap why i never go -.-

So much on my mind lately.

2011-03-06T01:51:00.005+08:00

Have you ever had this feeling where you have to make a decision yet you don't know which to choose cause you're going to regret afterwards? I been in this position for numerous times that I've lost count of it. But still, i'm going to write the letter and give it a try even though i got a strong feeling that richard not going to approve it -.- Oh well....
ANYWAY, it's holidays already yet i have not much plans for this whole semester break. I kinda start missing school already although i get to sleep till the sun burns my butt! Inline skating and cycling with clara at pasir ris this coming monday morning, hope it goes as planned!! Been sick since thursday, and i sound so manly lately. teeheeheee

Things happen when you least expected it yeah? :lS
& why would there be such friends that have so much stories to tell just to destroy the friendships of others? I thought that you have changed but oh well, guess i'm wrong. Seems like leopard never changes its spots? (:

2011-03-01T16:21:00.003+08:00

Finals are finally over!!! Even though i screwed up big time for mechanics, but hey! I'm dont give a damn about it anymoreee, fuckyeah!!! ^.^ Now is to wait for the release of results which is on 25march. TEEHEEHEEE. & Hopefully my appeal to marine will be successful, now i have to think of what to write in my letter of appeal. Should have use DAE instead, stupid or what -.-

Free birddddddd (:

Screw it.

2011-02-27T22:24:00.008+08:00

Screw the whole " Dont give up and keep trying" I dont care if can't get in marine or whatever anymore, so be it. I'm not going to try anymore cause it's not going to work at all, it just make me more pissed off because i cant even master the simplest topic. Stupid or what. Trying to work things out when it's totally impossible by myself. Oh well... That's life for you. But thanks jieyu and jonathan who tried to help out. Even izzul and shaolun too (:

If i'm retaking ESD1 again next sem, hope its' not gbk teaching anymore. B'cause she seriously sucks at teaching. I'm the one to blame cause i'm not listening in class, not putting in enough effort to understand. But is not i want to sleep in class loh, is during every lecturer once she open her mouth, my brain just shut off -.-

Sometimes life isn't that bad when there's a friend like clara encouraging and helping whenever i feel that my world is collapsing down on me, though sometimes she really pisses me off. Teeheeheee.

2011-02-27T03:29:00.005+08:00

Do you how hard is it trying to find someone to tutor you a certain module last minute? Mass messaging almost everyone who took that module, begging them to teach you? I was at a point where i totally feeling like crying, give up and just go " screw you mechanics, i dont give a shit about you anymore" But when i think about the chances of me getting into marine if i fail, it's totally not worth it. Lucky there's jieyu, my all time savior since secondary school, even though he dont even know a thing but still thankyou!!! & Jonathan who is willing to teach me though he forgot about those few chapters that i dont understand, maybe cause i threaten to burn down his house. Opps, just kidding! Okay lah, I'll stop disturbing you and treating you so bad already..... NOT!!!! teehee. Anw, you very naggy like my mom leh. Keep asking me to sleep -.-

2011-02-20T02:25:00.002+08:00

今天是我 niece, mikaela, 的满月。Then 我放工后和家人去 triple three 吃午餐，然后去 flea 帮 bff, zhiyan 和 ziying 卖衣服。卖完后，我和朋友去香港餐厅吃晚饭和 talk cock. 凌晨一点多回家。我爱我的朋友，okay 我要睡觉了。这整个星期都没有好好的睡个觉。

Today's my baby niece, mikaela turn one month! So went to triple three for lunch with family as cousin booked the place from 12-3. Afterwards went down to flea to help bff, zhiyan and ziying out. Dinner at hongkong cafe with them and the guys, chit chat and home around 1am plus. Love my usualzxzxz, we can basically talked about every single thing. Extremely tired, finally i can have a good rest. Didnt really slept well for the whole weekkkkkk! NO ASSIGNMENTS!!! FUCKYEAH!!!! QQ(^.^)

wo shi sleeping beauty. HAHAHHAHA!!!

2011-02-19T00:42:00.003+08:00

Jenny went back to thailand already. End of year 1, no more never ending assignments, night classes and feeling like a walking zombie every single day. Cant believe i'm saying this, but i actually enjoy going to sch though i'm absent almost everyday single day for the first class.

So... In the end i'm not going anywhere. Never pin my hope so high anymore, cause it always never happen in the end. ALWAYS. Yes also you say, no also you say. Seriously make up your mind can? Only tell me when you are confirmed, if not dont tell me anything about it. Thankszxzx. Nevermind, cannot be so petty. Shall live everyday happily and worry free. Okay bye, don't know when i will be back again. I want be like sleeping beauty, can sleep for don't know how many years. Like so shiok sia, okay lame -.-

2011-02-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

Finally no more commiss already!!! This sem's IS wasnt that bad and times passes real fast when you have awesome group members!!!!! ^.^ Anw, my dear jenny is finally back in singapore but she's going back to thailand on 15th feb ):

Life's great with you have awesome people already you.
Hweexian, kenneth and miss jonathan dont forget our ikea trip!!! HEHHEHEE.
Going to thailand in march with bff and ziying!!! ^.^

What a great day!!!!

2011-02-02T01:55:00.003+08:00

Reunion dinner plus celebration for churen's birthday!!

2011-02-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

I PASS MY CPR AND THEORY!!!!! Now is to focus on my swimming and end year exams. If i really got accepted for marine, i wont regret that i wasted one year in NP. Where my friends are all graduating but i'm still left with a year to complete my diploma.

Had a great night with ben, junyi and stanleyyy. Time to sleep!!!!!

It's finally here.

2011-01-28T00:14:00.006+08:00

After postponing for a month or so, it's finally here. Theory and CPR test. Hope i can pass but if i were to fail definitely cause of my choking. Still not very confident for choking, its procedures and stuff. CPR is always either my compressions or breathing.

Gonna be a real busy day, sch in the morning then need to rush down to kallang late afternoon for the test and rush back yishun for work in the night. Tons of projects to complete! Jap speaking test on tuesday, hope i doen;t fail. It's like I can read and understand jap but i cant speak it ): Exams are round the corner too, i need a study buddyyyyy! Someone who can help me in mechanicsss. Must try to ace everything so the chances of me being accepted into marine are higher. But i'm gonna miss my classmates alot if i'm really transferring to marine next sem.

Anw, cny is coming!!!! (:
Hopes i dont go blank on the spot during the test!!!

2011-01-10T10:36:00.001+08:00

I'm running out of time to decide.
School's still as sucky as ever :/

Friends play a great part.

2011-01-10T01:30:00.006+08:00

Didnt touch any of my assignments during the weekend. Holy shit, i'm so dead/ Went to did project with hweexian and ken. Ken was late for 2hours, jonathan was sick so i'm going to throw fishballs at him on tuesday. Meet up with hongliang, shaolun and sherman afterwards. Ate loads of junk today. OMG NOT GOOD. Need to control :/

Anw, i'm freaking piss off. Stop criticising my bff leh, you not sian one ah? Smart then big fuck ah? Please man, grow up lah. Being smart doesnt mean you will be successful in life next time. Dumb ass.

My assignments are piling up till it gonna reach my ceiling soon. OMG SO DEADDDD/

2011-01-09T02:34:00.000+08:00

I'm confused. Someone please enlighten meeeee!!!

FML

2011-01-07T00:30:00.004+08:00

I screwed up my life. I got in a course i dont feel happy being in it. When down to nyp's open house today to know more about their interactive media and manufacturing engineering. Nyp's manufacturing engineering = np's product design and innovation. But for nyp, year2 can choose what we wanna major in, product design, software or aero design. I want the aero one leh. Or marine? Marine i can drop like 4 modules for year1. okay, i'm always indecisive. No wonder my life always so crap because of the decision i made. I never knew what i really wanted. I decide and regret, i dont want it to happen again. So i must really think hard this time round.

Interactive media, manufacturing engineering or marine? Or just stay in PDI get the cert and change major in uni? Cause i know i'm definitely not going to do product design. I prefer graphic animation leh. I didnt know NP got mutlimedia and animation. WALAO ACT SMART LAH, LAST YEAR DONT WANT GO POLY OPEN HOUSE. NOW SUFFER, WASTE TIME AND MONEY.