Midnight thoughts.

Even at the age of 21 I still love to squeeze in between my parents already squeezy queen size bed and sleep with them. Or even setting up an extra mattress in their room even though I have my own bedroom and checking their location every hour whenever they are not home. Sometimes I just hate it that their attention are being focus on the baby instead of me. Overly attached daughter in action HAHAHA 

Sometimes I cant help but to think what will happen to my parents when they reaches the age where they will not be able to fully take care of themselves anymore. Like the chinese saying goes, a married daughter is like the water being thrown out of the bucket. Can I really rely on my older brother and his wife when they cannot even take care of their very own kid? I highly doubt so... I just got a strong feeling that they will be nelgected, how I wish I can still stay with my parents if I ever get married.